Don't ask me why the hell I wrote this... I just did ok
So they were saying something whispering in some ears about a party at these two girls' place I knew from around the way, the day was Friday and costumes were what's up but I was coming from the gig and had no costume friend so I skate to they crib and there's a keg and some kids acting silly it was packed wit drunk folks all around so I kinda chilled til the police did they thing and broke broke it up. Really that's all I really wanted then I kinda sorta started to enjoy party that wasn't really a party just chill taking pictures, that's what up. So now we skate to Chicago and Ash for another dope party at some folks pad and it was all chill and I got the feeling and was comfortable enough to get hyped up but I just relaxed and talked to some people like I normally do making moves and junk while Butter taking pictures of this dude throwing up. So me and Juan was planning big dreaming while these kids throwing back and taking swigs of they're of there favorite potions, vices over flowing but its human that's my notion. Then we changed it up and went for breakfast yep I had some fresh French toast while nigel tryin to roast Chaise from some place in NYC and most likely he was probably suc-ceed- ing, The dude even got me on a trip to NC ya see Charlotte to be exact now back to the story we dipped home after that I took a cab cause I aint wanna impose on my peeps Nikki and crash at her pad. Kinda glad that I had cause I some good not a minute was bad.
Fresh times with my peeps as we scour these streets for good times and dreams cause trying to eat.
Feed our ears with beats let our minds succeed, plant them seeds we need before we leave.
Life is just a century dream, we don't know what it mean so we search to try to get a little higher
and though we got a real short rope we still live with the hope its all about what we desire.
Day two of my weekend dude, chasing a wish, bout this girl on my mind and my thoughts are rich. So in my head she be kinda star studded and ish, Sweetest day and we posed to go out in play, at her fav Thai spot that's around the way. But things change, she aint that hungray, so she made it to my place, we talked a lil bit, I gave her her gifts, I tried to move in but she be pushed away, I think its safe to assume that she aint feeling the mood or even sitting here chillin with me in my room, and I don't wanna be rude so we talk so more cause there aint too many girls I truly adore. I'm so attached and my heart won't come back if I tryed to pull away but whatever cause the weather ain't nice everyday. Basically she ain't feeling it so my feelings for her can't stay the same see I don't even know how to be her friend in this way, cause its a tease to me and I'm at a weakness when she around and I hope that shes sees this. Gonna keep my heart in tack, so I think I'll detach, I feel like I'm giving up on all that work, I put into our friendship for all that its worth. But I refuse to be exposed when she fully clothed, I'm confused but before we close the doh (door) Have you ever had feelings? I choose to know. Dealing with the pain of a friendship I had to let go of mane. cause I 'm trying save me from them same old thangs... dig
Fresh times with my peeps as we scour these streets for good times and dreams cause trying to eat.
Feed our ears with beats let our minds succeed, plant them seeds we need before we leave.
Life is just a century dream, we don't know what it mean so we search to try to get a little higher
and though we got a real short rope we still live with the hope its all about what we desire.
Day three is in the making I find my mind thanking bout the show at the empty bottle, funny is the name cause the stuff that came yesterday got my heart still feeling kinda hallow. but the show must go on my day just begun so I sway north quite a ways to see my old roommates, and mail I got a ton. So I say thanks and be of to my new place any way Hit the apple for bout four hours today get web site working while the show a CNN special bout global warming. I'm going green I think cause the future looking bleak for our planet we in a state of panic and concern cause some where on the line we done made the wrong turn, fast forward to the event and we barely got in there were no tickets to be scoring, but its Juan's birth day and he determined I made my way down the block to rock the empty bottle, fool's gold tour and tomorrow is Toronto. Had a lot of fun with my homies Juan and Butter, Nikki and lil Ashley, but lastly they were filling the line and that made me smile now I'm thinking wow we doing something right, not a lot a sleep that night but monday morning, yeah, it sorta turned out right.
I meant for some of this rhymed I but didn't intend for the who thing to I'm just writing bout my days in creative ways cause I need to journal my life, for the rest of my life, I'm document the life and times of the fly, so my chillens know how I came to be I.
