The Simpsons
So I'm looking at my life and the people around me and I can't seem to see how a lot of folks I'm around fit in this puzzle but whatever it. Keep goin', ya know.
Alright now I went to the movies to see the Simpsons with the Leaders crew and a bunch of other folk that were invited, it was cool. I had fun, I took pics and everything, it was dope. Afterward or right as the movie was ending I had to use the bathroom as the credits rolled. So I rushed out of the theatre and handled my situation and came back to the lobby where Charles was taking pictures of folks. I felt sooo out of place there. There were a lot of folks I knew and we were just chillin' but I guess I wasn't ready for that. Ya see I have this social awkwardness about myself that I can't even fully explain. I mean I was talking to folks and not feeling comfortable and not saying what I wanted to really say. I'm so used to just doing shit and leaving instead of being in the moment, the future is my fixation and I chase it relentlessly.
Just a few months ago I was in Delaware and my Friend (and business partner :) )Shana said to me, "Its like you are expecting more..." than what's real or what's happening and she was right. It makes me realize that I expect a lot from myself and the people around me. Like everything has to be going somewhere and we have to be getting something done. I don't know if that is a good or bad thing cause it makes me overshoot everyone's expectations all the time however I also sike myself out a lot because of that.
Anyway right after the show I ended up bouncing fast.... just like that. I really dunno why I left so quick. I'm always thinking about NEXT instead of NOW so sometimes I cant FEEL myself in the moment....












Oh did I also mention that I visited the Simpsons store with My mother and father? I got some Buzz cola and a radio active man comic. Here are the pics.





Bart and Milhouse chillin'


Alright now I went to the movies to see the Simpsons with the Leaders crew and a bunch of other folk that were invited, it was cool. I had fun, I took pics and everything, it was dope. Afterward or right as the movie was ending I had to use the bathroom as the credits rolled. So I rushed out of the theatre and handled my situation and came back to the lobby where Charles was taking pictures of folks. I felt sooo out of place there. There were a lot of folks I knew and we were just chillin' but I guess I wasn't ready for that. Ya see I have this social awkwardness about myself that I can't even fully explain. I mean I was talking to folks and not feeling comfortable and not saying what I wanted to really say. I'm so used to just doing shit and leaving instead of being in the moment, the future is my fixation and I chase it relentlessly.
Just a few months ago I was in Delaware and my Friend (and business partner :) )Shana said to me, "Its like you are expecting more..." than what's real or what's happening and she was right. It makes me realize that I expect a lot from myself and the people around me. Like everything has to be going somewhere and we have to be getting something done. I don't know if that is a good or bad thing cause it makes me overshoot everyone's expectations all the time however I also sike myself out a lot because of that.
Anyway right after the show I ended up bouncing fast.... just like that. I really dunno why I left so quick. I'm always thinking about NEXT instead of NOW so sometimes I cant FEEL myself in the moment....


The Brown Line yeah I like those "L" shots.

Vic in the theatre holdin' down the seats

face on his phone

Nigel Mano and Brani chillin

A2C crew

Hollywood with the Olympic on. You aint cool

The beautiful ms. Tiff

Vic on the Phone

Erica and Lauren Black's back

The other Lauren, black power

Tiff again
Oh did I also mention that I visited the Simpsons store with My mother and father? I got some Buzz cola and a radio active man comic. Here are the pics.

Me at the Kwik E Mart

Trading comics with a connoisseur of the like.

Apu

My mom and Maggie She's like "White people don't watch their kids, look at this." no harm intended lol.

Bart and Milhouse chillin'

The threshold

"I was trying to have a conversation with Ms. Simpson. Dismiss yo self."



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