StReSsEd OuT!

Though life never fails to take us foward, you ever just wish that sometimes you could reverse the system and go backward? I do. And I have been really wishing it alot lately...ALOT! I miss my old life. When I lived in a big city and did things my way. When I had about 3 handfuls of great friends....people I could rely on and a bestfriend. When I actually liked my job. So now I guess I'm trying to move foward and go back at the same time...I guess that'll be kinda like making a U-Turn?? I feel as if I deserve a second chance to really take things by storm...create a ripple in this pond called my life...Right now of course I'm just standing still trying to plan out my next move foward. It has to be a good move! It just has to be! I think I'll end up losing too much if it's not. Frustrating...