Doozyy

Usually when I walk down the street I'm lookin down toward my feet, so I got into sneakers so I would have something else to see while I admire the concrete sliding down streets housed by the ci-ty. Today's rhythm is a little different tho. I woke then left at about 7:35a, work is far enough away to justify this. It's cool out probably low 50's but it changes so much here that it really don't matter at times, just be ready, right? Should I have done that? As much as I hate to admit to my ignorance but dammit man, I don't know. That's some deep water I'm treading but I wanna say that she liked it. I guess I'm sorta cocky, but if you ask me I have reason to be. I kinda feel like I stepped over an important boundary tho and I'd like to think that I couldn't help making that move for a second but, I could have. Its confusing to me, chasing feelings and acting on the so willing-ly I sorta question my motivations and intentions. "It was just a kiss, and I didn't mean no harm by it." "Yeah man but that shit mean a lot, well... it at least mean that you ain't trying to just shake her hand when you see her and shit, unless you're a tease." "Ah. Yeah, I see." these conversations I have within makes me wonder which side of me it is that has the most sense. Sometimes it seems that I just do things because I can, and I lived a long time thinking I never could so its like I'm testing the waters (whack). Kinda clueless to what's too much, how bout you? Just trying to be a better person for all and a better friend to my friends, but I've shown too much again. Damn this train is already crowded and all these people on the platform want in on the party. I wanna get to work on time so I gotta jump in but I swear I ain't like them, or am I?

Jordan III: Blackcat cement and patent leather.
The people that were with me last night will get it.